26 years down,plenty to go.

Today I turned 26 and don’t feel any different then being 25,24,23 or 22. Whether or not that is a good thing is still to be determined.

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TMI Tuesday #5

whole lotta love, love

1. What makes you feel unloved?

Being the first one to call, text, or email someone all the time. Going months without any of my family checking on me to make sure im ok.
2. What is the one act that a person can do that makes you feel loved?

Bring me food when I least expect it. πŸ˜‹
3. What kind of music do you find romantic?

90s babymaking music 😝
4. What do you find utterly unromantic?

Getting me a gift after everything was picked over. Rap music during sex πŸ₯Ί

5. What thing did you find out about your significant other that you decided to look past and go for a relationship?

Drinking. Lord he can out drink a whale.

Bonus: In your life, is romance dead?

Yes, soo dead. I strongly feel like people have to be taught to be romantic and im clearly not a good teacher.

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TMI Tuesday #4

Hello. Start your great week with TMI Tuesday.

The State of Happy

  1. Do you like where you live or do you wish you could move?

I wish that I could move because my boyfriend and I live in a one bedroom with the amount of stuff that could fit in a 2 bedroom. The fact we have stuff in a storage as well is annoying. Oh not to mention I haven’t paid a pet deposit yet have both my dogs here. The town is fine, we just need a house with a yard for the dogs.

2. No matter what life throws at me, I believe that I can deal with it. Agree or Disagree?

Sadly no, im not good at dealing with everything that comes my way.

3. A dear friend is stuck in an unhappy relationship. What advice would you give to the friend to cope–how can they make lemonade out of lemons?

Communication is the key. Meet in the middle and try to be understanding.

4. Nothing of value can be learned from failure. True or False?

Well hell thats not true. We live and we learn, meaning we learn from our mistakes. If you haven’t learned anything than you are probably still making the mistake.

5. Even if you are sure about your ultimate choice, do you still ask others for advice before making an important or risky decision?

No, I say sooo this is what im going to do. I don’t like to confuse someone into thinking my choice is changeable.

Bonus: What is the sweetest or rewarding moment in your life?

Getting promoted to General Manager after 3 days of the new ownership taking over.

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TMI Tuesday #1

Contemplation. Life. These are the questions, TMI Tuesday questions.

Life and Living

1. If happiness was a currency, what kind of work would make you rich? Being an adoption worker so I can help families become complete. πŸ‘ͺπŸ‘©β€πŸ‘¦β€πŸ‘¦πŸ‘©β€πŸ‘§β€πŸ‘§πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘§β€πŸ‘¦πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘¦β€πŸ‘¦πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘©β€πŸ‘§β€πŸ‘¦

2. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing? Currently settling while I complete my degree. πŸ˜’

3. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently? Wouldnt bother with a degree at 25 thats for sure. I would enjoy life more by trying different foods and going to visit family instead of putting it off. I would have my own family by now. πŸ‘΅πŸΎ

4. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things? My worries are the same to me. If im doing things right its because its the right thing.🀯

5. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? Don’t Beg anyone to stay. πŸ™…πŸΎβ€β™€οΈ

Bonus: When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? No im more about action. πŸ˜‹

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12/11/18

The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. β€” Izaak Walton

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So many words, so many ways of expressing myself. This should have been the first post I had, but it’s not so here we are. I came up with Curiosity & Confession one day and just stuck to it. Curiosity being random topics that come to mind with no warning. A random topic that I attempted to explain or research to get an answer. Confession being more than likely something that has already happened in life or something I want to happen.

The “likes” on here are easy to get, but to get someone to stop and explain how they get where im coming from makes it worth it. Often times im so scattered brained and lose focus that I may come off Bipolar. The truth is some may show you their life, but I think I’ll just tell you about it. This is going to be a blogtastic experience.

Simply because I am human and i’m just like you…

Envy

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Envy – Feeling of discontented or resentful.

You all know MK right? Michael Kors, which happens to be one of the more
affordable brands that girls wear nowadays. The company hit a net worth of 1
billion dollars in 2016, so that should give you an idea of much the average
female liked the brand back then. For a year I hated the very thought of that
brand. Not because it was ugly or that the designer was just out of control or
anything you would think of. Sadly to admit but I didn’t like the brand simple
because after me and my boyfriend broke up after a year of being together he
bought a MK watch for his new girlfriend.
Even thought we weren’t together we were still hanging on down some dirt
roads and when Christmas time came around he pasted me a watch. I’ll admit that
I had no idea who MK was or anything and the watch was completely ugly to me. I
asked him who was MK and if she was into big bulky watches. Yes I was being
what some would call a hater but what you expect he just pasted me a Christmas
gift for my replacement basically that was pricing out online to be more than
any single item he has ever bought me. He was looking at me crazy just because
I didn’t know the name/ brand so I looked it up and much to my surprise the
purses were so beautiful. I never even looked into the watches because I was
instantly hurt by the fact all these handbags were $400 plus. Here I was
sitting in the car with someone that wouldn’t even consider buying me something
$100 just bought his girlfriend of a week a freaking expensive watch. I mean I
was soooo hurt and angry like I just couldn’t wrap my head around the fact that
within a week of being with her he had deemed her worthy of breaking a bill
for. What was it that made her better than me? What did she do or how did she
make him feel, that I was so much better than me?
I hated that brand after that and didn’t like for any of my girls to have
anything with that name on it. The brand was a reminder of what I lacked, an
anchor to my pain. Every time I would come across it I would be discussed and
annoyed. I wanted to be that girl that a guy spent that kind of money on. I
wanted to be that girl that a guy went out of his way to buy something special
for.
After a year went by I got my hands on that watch again due to the girl
breaking up with him and leaving it behind. While driving down the highway at a
good 80 mph I threw the watch out the window. Funny thing though is later I
found out that the watch was fake and that he didn’t even break a $20 on that
watch. It wasn’t long after I found out the truth that the watch really was
fake and that I was I able to admit to myself and everyone else that the Brand
had really cute purses. Who knows why none of my girls had MK back then but,
they rocking them now!
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Confession, C. A. (2018, June 08). Envy. Retrieved from https://curiosityandconfession.blogspot.com/2018/06/envy.html

Wrath

 

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Wrath (Anger) – Strong feelings of annoyance, displeasure or hostility.

Being spoiled most my life has feed into my anger in some of the worst ways. Not being able to do what I want soon enough or get what I want soon enough leads to an uncontrollable rage. Some days it can be as simple as a smell that’s sets me off. The higher my standards or expectations the harder it is for me to control myself. Every day is different and every response is as well. Punching walls, smashing glasses, yelling, crying, cussing….It all comes so fast it makes my head want to explode.

To fly off the handle of something so simple never makes me happy. Nothing comes from anger except lashing out and hurtful responses in pointless arguments. I often find myself asking God for forgiveness and the ability to think smarter and calm down. The worst thing is when the calm finally hits and I regret everything. The anger becomes so much it’s almost like having a demon inside you that is trying to set fire to everything in front of you. If my life was a movie you would see my spirit watching my body move and react to things around. Watching and telling myself to calm down as I try desperately to reconnect and take control over my body to get it to stop. All I would need is a second o myself to connect and gain control again. Some days it takes longer than other days to stop.

I’ve hurt my spouse more times than I can remember by picking just the most heartless thing to say. I hurt him and put him down when he himself is hurting or already having a hard time. My anger doesn’t allow me to care about what he has going on or how he even feels at the time. All I can do is push him away, digging deeper and deeper to make him reconsider his choice to be with me

Gods plan was never for his children to be so heartless so cruel yet that is what anger brings to the table. If I told you that I’m aware of this and the problems it causes all while saying id stop and never get angry again, well…. That would be a sin all of its own.

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Confession, C. A. (2018, January 14). WRATH (Anger). Retrieved from https://curiosityandconfession.blogspot.com/2018/01/wrath-anger.html