The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton


So many words, so many ways of expressing myself. This should have been the first post I had, but it’s not so here we are. I came up with Curiosity & Confession one day and just stuck to it. Curiosity being random topics that come to mind with no warning. A random topic that I attempted to explain or research to get an answer. Confession being more than likely something that has already happened in life or something I want to happen.

The “likes” on here are easy to get, but to get someone to stop and explain how they get where im coming from makes it worth it. Often times im so scattered brained and lose focus that I may come off Bipolar. The truth is some may show you their life, but I think I’ll just tell you about it. This is going to be a blogtastic experience.

Simply because I am human and i’m just like you…



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– Reluctance to work or make an effort, laziness.


Lately I haven’t been wanting to be at work or stay at work when I am there. For me that is a huge turn of events from when I was  working 20 hours in OT. The truth is that it all started with my last job when I was GM at McDonalds and my stats weren’t doing so well. The new Supervisor that I had just got had no faith in what so ever. It got to the point that I was showing up a hour late and leaving five minutes early.  After awhile of going to work as a zombie I finally quit and was off work for a month.

A year into the new job and I’m back slacking off at work. We have this thing were we can get voluntary time off (VTO) to were we can request to go home for the day. Instead of hitting 40 hours a week there are chances that I never even hit 35 hours. Everyday I walk in count my hours, assume that my check will hit $600 after taxes, then request to leave. I’ve done it so much that I don’t even think about stayig at work anymore.

Most days I come home do my homework, think about reading, think about writing, or cleaning but only my Homework gets done. I don’t know what happened to my work ethic or my motivation to do anything lately. I can only hope that God forgives me for my Sin we call sloth.

The Light of the World Award

This is amazing! I want to thank Success Inspirers’ World blog for nominating me for the award. light-of-the-world-award

This is my First award so I’m completely nervous about if I am doing this correctly. Forgive me in advance. Thank you for noticing me (my blog) and giving me the chance to be noticed with other bloggers. For me a person can light someones way in numerous of ways. The seven People I have nominated each Shine their own form of light through my darkness and deserve the award.

Thank you, Light House Devotions. for the beautiful award.

The Rules:

  1. Save and add one of the award images (pictured above) on your blog.
  2. Create a page/post to mention the award nomination and thank the person/blog that nominated you. Make sure you provide a link to their site.
  3. Give credit to the creator of the award (Lighthouse Devotions) and provide a link to the site as well.  (
  4. List the rules.
  5. Answer the next four questions on the same post:
    1. What three words would you use to describe your blog?
    2. In what way(s) can a Christian shine for Christ?
    3. What bible verse (quote it) talks about being a light in a dark and lost world?
    4. What Christian song do you know that has the word “light” in it? Provide a link if available.
  6. Nominate 7 or more people/blogs to receive the award. Briefly explain why you think they should receive it and provide a link to their sites.
  7. Contact them and let them know that you nominated them.
  8. Provide them with a link to the Rules page.
  9. Say a prayer thanking God for His light and ask that He continue to shine it through you and your blog.
  10. Keep shining the light of Christ wherever you go and in whatever you do!


1.What three words would you use to describe your blog?

Curiosity,  Confession, Spontaneous

  1. In what way(s) can a Christian shine for Christ?
  • Forgiveness
  • Helping others
  • Spreading the word
  • By being non judgmental
  1. What bible verse (quote it) talks about being a light in a dark and lost world?
  • For God, who said, “Light shall shine out of darkness,” is the One who has shone in our hearts to give the Light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ”

(2Corinthians 4:6).

  1. What Christian song do you know that has the word “light” in it? Provide a link if available.

This little light of Mine


  1. Beautiful Butterflies
  2. Elevating Happiness
  3. Giggles and Tales
  4.  Caribguhl – Village Talk
  5. Relatable Thoughts
  6. Inspired By Cee Cee
  7. Beauty lies within yourself
  8. The Middle Human


You can answer the questions the same as above! And anyone is welcomed to partake if they like to!


Thank you my lord for your light,  please continue to shine it through me and my blog. Please allow me and my fellow bloggers to continue to write and express ourselves.



Quick someone grab a freaking dictionary because I have no idea what the hell a girlfriend is or how to be one! So these two people have a baby and they attempt to teach this baby about life, have morals, goals, standard. ” You are never to good for something, they say. Sky is the limit, if you put your mind to it you can achieve anything, they say.” My dad spent my whole life 

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couching me to be the best person I can be all so in the end I can get that nice, fancy ring guys spend thousands on. Do guys even look at rings? Do they picture what their wedding days will be like?

“No man will marry a whore, You must keep a clean house, you must cook, make money but not to much money, not to much sassy, no man wants to argue, he would say.”  That’s all fine but no one has ever told me how to be a girlfriend first. What to do if everything I do is still not good enough. If you think the same rules apply as a “girlfriend” than a wife well let me be theRelated image first to tell you that you are wrong. That’s the simple shit that people just do on their own. It takes so much more or does it?


Understanding Jane Gotti

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Who is to say that before now I have even considered getting into the head of Jane Gotti? As I write this sitting on my desk at work, it comes to my attention that she isn’t the type to be alone. At some point in her life she picked up the skill to be able to juggle multiple men at once and possibly a lady in the mix somewhere as well. Ok ok so I’m not sure if any of the females ever made it past the “good morning beautiful” text, but let’s not rule that out just yet.

I guess if we want to understand Jane Gotti than I’ll have to take you back a few years. Jane started hanging with a girl named Bev in high school. Bev and Jane knew each other before high school but never made it past the “hi” and “bye”. In high school they became real close and considered each other sisters. Bonding over what some would consider miner insecurities. This is where Jane meets Bev’s step-dad Calvin. Calvin used to drive around town in his current girl friends car, so Jane had seen him before. To be honest she considered him a pervert because when he would see her and her sisters walking he would circle the block.

After working out one day Jane went to meet Bev at her house and ended up beating her home. The only one that was home happened to be Calvin. Just as she was about to leave he invited her in and told her she could wait for Bev and her mother to come home. Thinking of the first time they kissed, Jane decided to wait. She wasn’t sitting on the couch long before Calvin joined her. Within minutes he was rubbing up and down her thighs and kissing her in the most magical ways possible. His type of kisses would have you believing in fairy tales again. Before she knew it his pants are dropped and she was sucking his dick and fucking on the couch. Calvin climaxed then freaked out with excitement on what just happened. Not knowing that Jane could please him so well during sex or how much fun it could be with her. After all Jane was 17 and he 32 years old.


To Be Continued…..

Understanding Jane Gotti is a work in progress.  Join alone for this ride 🙂


Can we build an Empire together please!?!
Like can I please have someone that says fuck the BS… you crazy- I’m crazy, You trip-IImage result for building an empire memes trip, but no matter what I got you like you got me. Let me tell you my level of loyalty, respect and will i could have for that person is unreal. Whats so wrong with wanting to be a little old school although its 2016. I’m 23 and live in a world were no man or woman respects each other enough to be with each other. Like seriously help me help you. A Yang to this Yin, Joker to this screwed up Harley, Clyde to this wild Bonnie. How are people supposed to get anywhere in a world were it takes two incomes to survive? Pick a house, you don’t like the windows lets change them, You don’t like how small the driveway is, ok fine lets expand it. You bored oRelated imagef your car ok fine lets get another one. If i don’t like something ill change it, if its broke ill fix it, but I want you. I want you to see the imagine that I see. By “you” i simply mean a man that wants to finally get his shit right after getting it wrong with so many others for so long. Can I be your strength on your weakest day, your happiness in you worst hour?
Lets build a life from the ground up.

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Tears Drop

Its sad but the te8a30c61ea5cbe91cc247551d92e36a4a--missing-someone-crying-eyesars won’t stop flowing. Something about the playlist, It’s like every song that plays hits home. Add a bottle of your finest wine and the memories of what was, of what is, and it is like you can not escape. Call me rude but I don’t want to watch the tears fall for the 100th time. Call me rude but I don’t want to try to understand anymore. There is a time for tears,  a time when the stress and drama becomes to much. Sadly though that’s all I get to see anymore.

Please make the tears stop, Please don’t let them drop.